It's Better to be Alone

when you're alone and waiting for someone,

something

to happen.

you feel this longing deep inside of you thats 

unexplainable

no matter how many times you write about it.

it never goes away.

so you peak your head out

into the sun

and make amends with people

to move into different realms.

suddenly you're surrounded by what you've always wanted

and somewhat content.

then they start digging at you

wanting more

wanting your fire.

retreating back to your tomb,

you write about how much everyone disappoints you.

after fits of anger and rage

you feel alone again.

and wait for your soul to be jump started

by a wench with a wicked smile.

you bitch and whine

about love and happiness,

but are back to waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

nothing happens.

so you make things happen for you,

but even then,

it's a frail attempt.

the wench left you with nothing

and you're left with that longing feeling again.

after long periods of distress,

you reach out

only to find

that it's the same thing out there

as it is in here

only out there

you get hurt more.

so you decide

"shit. it's better to be alone"