Deaf at 20

you pile like flies on shit
i'm left with too many options
i question myself
and what would the good guy do?
i see the situations
i didn't before
we fit like puzzle pieces
together naked in bed
dame carinos papi
we rub
until skin raw
i fuck greater as a humble man
than a man with too many options
but alas,
none of you actually want anything
other than some company
a cigarette
a warm body
and a drink
what do you think when you look at me?
you don't
you don't think
you only reach for the nearest pole
and circumscribe everything you knew
before
deaf at 20
it starts in one ear
so we can't hear your shit
no more
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done