Mistaken for an Opium Addict

a slug
crawling along the ruler of life
trying to measure his progress
and when looking back,
only acknowledges
his displacement
a slug
looking forth
along the ruler of life
and in front
is trail
upon trail
of salt
little crystals put down
plotting his little slug demise
"fuck me!"
our mucus covered friend cries
but alas
he cannot go back
but trek forth into fates salty grips
with each step
he forces his insides out
to fend off the dehydration
of his soul
"fuck!"
he cries again
but once coming this far
he cannot go back
or forth
he sits
and allows his insides
to leak into the air
and evaporate
"at least i slugged a good slug"
yes
dear slug
and no one is going to come pick you up
or save you from your choices
so now
my dear slug
you're fucked

The Guys with Muscles

i get how a girl
can dig a guy with muscles
maybe an accent
it's just like how a guy
can dig a girl
with breast
that i want to immerse myself in
but at the end of it
you don't want to save the world
but have some dirty
raunchy sex
that will make you feel
desirable
but you know
inside you know
at the end of it
you'll feel empty
and it'll regress
you back
so far back
that you'll feel guilty
i believe in quality of sex
someone who will surprise me
with deviancy
if you don't know
that word
then you're not
a pervert like me
be naughty
but truly naughty
not naughty
just to be
naughty
in the literal sense of that word

It's Easy Being You

oh,
oh no,
it's so easy being you,
if i had a smile
a displacement
like
you
do,
if i had so much joy
so much lack of pain
i'd be happy
like happy with the grain
but i don't want joy
or superficial being
i strive for heart ache
lack of resentment
and ultimate
ultimate
happiness
you wouldn't understand my struggle
at the end of all of the
fake
false
untrue
hallow
beings
a long
alone
struggle ahead
on my own
with no reason
no real purpose
i will reach ultimate
happiness
the girl will be the best
the sex will be unforgiving
the small things will be exposed
and the nights will become radiation
goddamn radiation
that no one can touch
they will burn like bombs
it will flame with fire!
you hear me!
i know you hear me!
the woman who steps into my life
will fade all of you halvers
all of you losers
will burn!
and wish you had brains
like my broad
she will be mine
always mine
and i'll grow old
grey
full of all kinds of hate
and somehow
she'll brake through
and make me laugh
at myself
for being indulged
judgmental
and
cool.
i'll take care of the kids
and write
dark
deep
into the devastating night
she will say
"you are full of shit!"
and i will say,
"hot damn woman, you might be right"
it will be playful
and full
of
that word
that word that all of you
in your twenties
are scared
of.
that word
called
acceptance
that word called love
do you know it?
now no...
but i have it
in me
right now
all i need
is that girl to fill the spot
i expect so much from people
but only because it is true
in the spirit of the word
honestly
communication
fuck
actually
just be nice
nice is all i ask
kindness
is that really hard???
it is
right now
our generation is full of so much shit
so much hate
if a girl
would smile
be somewhat smart
and somewhat happy
with being herself
that would make choosing
the one
to be rightful
to bear my children
correct
there's so much
in this chest
that half of you
don't understand.
i
really
wish
you
saw
it.

if "Only you Were Smart"

too many times gone through the motions
driven there
seen that
been apart of the catastrophe
it's not surprising
deviants decay
nihilist do that
hopeless worry
and the rest is taken care of
the ones who have a chance
are stuck in between
now
and
there
hoping
and putting their faith
in false
dead
eyeless beings
oh weep for the past
oh weep for the future
those who land on their feet
are those who don't fight
someone wants something from you
all i want
from you
is kindness
consideration
take my hat
offer me coffee
or a drink
unlock my door
for me
just a smile
a genuine
greeting
not so much to ask
from
a decent
human being...