For the Night

i was hiking up a large hill, there was a tree to my left, and a long corridor made of glass, the floor was concrete, i found myself in a dining room of a cottage, with people in their mid 40's sitting around a table, i had a tuxedo on, and i also had hair, which was weird, considering i've been bald for about 5 years now, we all talked, but none of the words seem to come to mind right now, all of a sudden, we all became very hyper, and began jumping on the table, and chasing each other around, i squirmed and ran away, i yelled, "i'll find the kids!", i entered a room with a bunk bed, next to it was a chair, i sat down, a bunch of kids in their 20's were sitting around watching a television set, nothing was playing on the screen, but i could hear the sounds, they asked me what i wanted, i told them that their parents were going mad and the madness was coming into me, do they have any pills for a come down? they did, i swallowed a handful of small white pills, i sat down again, the walls and ceiling began to breath, they moved around organically, everything was coming to life, i could count the breaths the house was taking, my feet were sinking into the carpet, which had now become quick sand, i put my feet up on the chair, just like that i was back to reality, the lights dimmed in the room, and some girl told me that ants were attacking my hat, (i left my hat on the floor outside the room) i looked out the door and saw something move around my hat, i ran out and grabbed it, when i looked in the direction of the room with the people my age in it, i saw Christmas lights, and they were undressing each other, i saw 4 girls and 2 guys, and the girls all had on dark green lace bra's and no panties, one of the girls walked over to me and put her hands around my neck, she said, "come back when you find the right girl for the night." she turned away and shut the door, i walked around for a while, thinking about this, finally it came to me, she said the right girl for the night, not the right girl, so really there is no right girl for this night, it's a cop out, i don't want to start something this way, i don't want to just grab someone and forget myself, i need solidity, i walked outside onto the patio and sprawled out on the couch, i fell asleep looking at the stars, which is funny, because this is a dream, and i've never fallen asleep in a dream before, i woke up (in my dream) in my room, in my bed, only my room was turned upside down, i was still wearing my tuxedo and i was bald again, as i got out of bed and went through the door, i woke up in real time, i was in my bed for a while, debating whether or not i should right this, but then i remembered nobody reads this shit, so it'll be a good little personal record i can keep and look back on.

what a fucking dream huh? it's like a "Brave New World".