If You're Gonna.

if you're gonna write
be worth it at least.
don't write about fairies or ponies
don't write about Marmaduke
or unicorns.
don't write about being the best
or being the smartest.
write about being normal.
write about finding solace
in special beings.
if you're gonna write,
write about not having anything.
no distractions.
that's the problem now maybe?
we have too many goddamn distractions
and when we fuck up
we just distract ourselves
and dance on our graves.
some of them have real feelings
towards what is golden
what is right
but we're all living in fear.
god i wish someone would test me
someone would just fuck with me
and make me angry
sad
loving
and full of passion
but nobody seems to be full of anything
but their
only
well being.
people are shit.
the earth is shit.
the planet is dying
and those who care
only want to be
patted on the back
and congratulated for their efforts.
if you really cared
you wouldn't be looking for validation.
you wouldn't put your name
on the information sheet.
you wouldn't let everyone know
that you're saving everything
on facebook.
if your salvation was profound
announcement over open air systems
would be fornication.
you suck.
all of you people
who can't think for yourselves suck.
and i have not pity for you
when bad things happen
you deserve everything
you get
from your boyfriends beating you
to your heartbreak.
i hope you learn one day
but you never will
because any guy will validate
a girl
because you have
the golden ticket.
man,
think about that for a second
the next time a guy says your awesome
does he really think you're awesome
or does he only want to fuck you
on the edge of your bed
and cum on your face?
if you can buy his bullshit
than i hope he transmits
you
it.