She Took My Cock With Her

when she left,
she took my cock with her.
i am now sex deprived.
it's shameful really,
that i could let her walk out the door,
down my steps,
climb into her blue car,
and take my cock with her.
Porn doesn't help much,
and women don't really seem to want to touch me
right now.
they can smell the desperation,
reeking off of me like i stepped in a giant turd.
even the cute blond stripper,
with emeralds for eyes,
couldn't get me off.
it was sad when i handed her the $30,
and she gently padded my shoulder,
offering kind eyes and a half smile.
the whole drive home,
i thought of that girl
who walked out of my apartment,
with my cock in her purse.
i wonder what she did with it?
maybe she threw it out the window
on the drive home,
back to her boyfriends house.
or,
perhaps,
she forgot she left it in the car,
and all during these cold winter nights,
the temperature would drop,
and it would turn blue,
then in the morning,
the sun would bake it to a hot proximity,
maybe my cock would eventually disintegrate
in her backseat?
either way,
it was a modest cock,
nothing oversized,
just your average run of the mill cock,
with a little extra bonus,
of being complete.
anyway,
i could tell she took it out of malice,
and has no plans on returning it.
and well,
as a trophy,
as a rite of passage into womanhood,
perhaps it's hanging over her mantle,
with plans to sacrifice it to the gods,
tossing it in the fire.
either way,
at least she's not a total heartless bitch,
after all,
i've still got my balls.