the Circus of Life

if your life is defined by your behavior
actions
and
emotions
then what does that say
about your life
when you cheat?
are dishonest?
blind to humanity?
and betray loyalty?
when you turn a blind eye
and refuse to acknowledge
the world you live in?
what does that say
about your life
when your actions
await rewards
and your trust
is not withstanding?
when you ask for so much
and give so little
but expect everything
all of it
in return?
for no effort exhorted
no goals met
nothing accomplished
but float
from bed to bed
ruining life after life
and sucking the passion
from every soul
which passes through your hate gaze
icy cold grips
and steel trapped heart?
but these questions
are too much to bare
too much to answer to
so you don't ask the questions
but continue the behavior
hoping for another
to be dim witted
blind
and self indulgent
just like you
so you can show off together
in the middle of the stage
as others who took the time to secure
their answers willfully
look on
from our seats
munching on popcorn and drinking scotch
laughing
at the circus
you call life