i actually can't stop

this is one of those rare moments where i can't stop, i want to keep going, nobody reads this shit anyway, out of all the blogs out here, i don't even know why you would end up here? it's kind of predictable in a way, the guy writing about how much he wants people to dislike him probably has some of the coolest people ever made on this fucking earth reading his blabbering bullshit, but all writers are bullshit of course, it's just he way you use your words, you don't really care for plot or character build up, it's all a load of shit, you want honest things don't you? you want a guy who will say what you're thinking without any sense of remorse, at least that's what i like, maybe i am off a bit, i've been off a bit since i can remember, but lately i've been thinking, alot actually, i'm actually pretty normal, maybe every once and a while i write something that people can look back on, and say, "oh shit, that was good," but every dog has his day right? i do believe in one thing though, that these words that i write keep me from having pent up, pathetic, aggression, they keep me from doing bad things, i'll keep on thinking it's a normal life, but i'll add my own twist to it, that's the best part of all this, i'm actually not writing so you can pat me on the back, i'm writing so i can work this all out on paper, it's like a huge fucking math equation, it never ends, fucking long division right?

this will never stop
it's constant
it'll outlast.
even you.