haaammma who?

sometimes things are so be
they make you grind your goddamn teeth
sometimes things are so good
you smother and consume them like
you think you should
but today i was nobody else,
and i possibly more than once argued with myself
oh man don't you realize you lost from the beginning,
i had you from i can take you
i know your strength
put the typer on the counter like its 1929
pretend like it's all a goddamn forensic file
and examine it to the core
it'll be your worst own departure
but this is what it's like on the other side.