dirty sweaty hands are an advantage in a thumb war

forever is overused
so is love and death
together is used out of context
as well as sex and drugs
the bar is not home, and neither is this place
george carlin said it best
"it's just a place to keep all your shit"
sometimes my heart beats fast, and i enjoy it
and i like pain
out of pain comes some of my finest work (at least i think so)
i envy bums and hobos
because they said "fuck it" a long time ago
i want to break rules and cause disruption;
sometimes, i stand out in the sun
and i feel the sweat dripping down my back
like this is where i'm suppose to be
i want to throw myself upon the leaves and grass
and become sucked into the wildlife
feeling the dirt between my toes
and the water from the sprinklers raining down on me
the roots from the trees wrapping themselves around
around and around
overtaking and consuming my inner most heart
its honest here
heartbreak was a good thing for me
so is living poor
i want to starve out in the desert
and come close to misery
i want to feel the pain of hunger in my stomach
like i feel the pain for madness in my heart
whoever's up there, if anybody at all
can you make this a little harder for me?
that's all i ask
challenge and test me to my limits
give me hell!
out of that, will develop the most beautiful things
i will ever do